Sunday, April 15, 2018

No Turning Back


I Samuel 22:6-23, Psalm 52
Welcome! Today we continue our series in I Samuel. I almost feel as though I should give a movie rating before getting into today’s passage, something along the lines that this passage is not suitable for young children, because I Samuel 22 is one of the darkest episodes in the book, and maybe one of the darkest accounts of the entire Old Testament.


In order to understand and appreciate this account, we need to review some of the events prior to this passage. First of all, the big picture: The Israelites were living under the leadership of their first king, King Saul, who was turning out to be a worse and worse king. Way back in Chapter 8, the Israelites had demanded to the prophet Samuel that they be given a king like the nations around them. At that time, Samuel told them that God already was their king, but they rejected this explanation and persisted in their demands. God told Samuel to give them what they want. Before long, God told Samuel that a fellow named Saul was to be their king.

As king, Saul repeatedly did things his own way, even disobeying God’s direct commands. Ultimately, God rejected Saul, and Samuel informed Saul of this, explaining that the kingdom would be given to someone else.

This someone else was David, a humble boy shepherd, who, by God’s help, defeated the giant Goliath. David’s great success led to him serving the king, first as a musician to soothe him when he was tormented by a demon, and then as a leader of a portion of Saul’s army. David and Saul’s son Jonathan became great friends.

Saul knew he was serving as king on borrowed time, and he became intensely jealous of David and his successes. This led to him trying on more than one occasion and in more than one way to either get David killed or kill him directly. Ultimately, what was attempted clandestinely came out in the open, and David fled. David returned to tell Jonathan the hard news, and Jonathan initially disbelieved it, because for it to be true meant that Saul had broken a vow made to Jonathan to never harm David. But the truth was shown to Jonathan, and, after weeping together about it, David left again, perhaps for good.

David went to several places and tried several things to hide from Saul and his soldiers. One of the first places David went to was to a place that priests served. Because the details of this account are important for understanding today’s passage, let’s look at the relevant verses, from I Sam. 21.

David went to Nob, to Ahimelek the priest. Ahimelek trembled when he met him, and asked, “Why are you alone? Why is no one with you?” – I Sam. 21:1

Ahimelek knew nothing of what had happened. He expected David, a war hero and military commander, to be with an entourage. David was not only alone, but he was not equipped with provisions, weapons, anything. We don’t know why Ahimelek trembled, but one real possibility is that David and his men had been in a terrible battle, and David was the only one who had escaped.

David answered Ahimelek the priest, “The king sent me on a mission and said to me, ‘No one is to know anything about the mission I am sending you on.’ As for my men, I have told them to meet me at a certain place. Now then, what do you have on hand? Give me five loaves of bread, or whatever you can find.” – I Sam. 21:2-3

This is a lie. Why did David not tell the truth? If David had told the truth, it would have put Ahimelek in the awkward position in which he had to choose between helping David, whom he greatly respected, and his king. If Ahimelek chose to stay true to Saul, he would have provided nothing to David and would have also sent others to tell Saul that David was here. If Ahimelek sided with David and helped him after knowing the truth, it is possible that Saul would punish Ahimelek for his disobedience, perhaps quite severely. So David probably reasoned that the lie would both protect himself and protect Ahimelek.

Does this analysis justify the lie? Should we lie in similar circumstances? This is a difficult question, but generally, I believe the answer is no. My reasoning is based on what we see in the life of Jesus. There is no recorded instance of Jesus ever lying, even during his trials. He sometimes chose not to answer at all, but he did not make up a story to avoid an undesirable outcome. And, far from sheltering us, Jesus tells us up front that to side with Him is to face the wrath of the world, of its spiritual and earthly kings. From John 15:

If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also. They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me. – John 15:18-21

So I believe David was mistaken to take this approach. Now, David is a shadow, or “type” of Jesus, and there is much about how David lived his life that is commendable, but he is also human and fallible, just like us, and this is one of the times when he did not make the best decision. One of the problems that results when you shelter someone from the truth by lying is that the consequences are no longer the responsibility of the person who has been lied to but are yours (along with any other individuals directly involved).

Perhaps you have never thought about it this way, but because Jesus chooses to be up front with us as to the challenges and hardships and persecutions we may face as a consequence of following Him, Jesus is not responsible for these hard things. Neither are we, but my point is that it is completely inappropriate to blame Jesus for the hard things we face as a result of choosing to follow Him. Now, there is more to this – Jesus doesn’t only tell us about the hardships we may face; He also promises us something. But we will come back to that a little later.

Back to David and the priest: David asks for five loves of bread or whatever can be found for “his men.” Here is how the passage continues:

But the priest answered David, “I don’t have any ordinary bread on hand; however, there is some consecrated bread here—provided the men have kept themselves from women.” David replied, “Indeed women have been kept from us, as usual whenever I set out. The men’s bodies are holy even on missions that are not holy. How much more so today!” So the priest gave him the consecrated bread, since there was no bread there except the bread of the Presence that had been removed from before the Lord and replaced by hot bread on the day it was taken away. – I Sam. 21:4-6

Now, Fred explained more about the bread of the presence a couple of weeks ago, so I won’t go into this again. I just want to point out that David is continuing his lie, expanding on it, even as the priest is explaining the need for all who take this bread to be holy. I don’t know this for certain, but I think the priest’s response, how he worded it, was prompted by the Spirit of God, to specifically make it even more awkward and painful, even a greater prick of the conscience of David for the path he is choosing. But David doubles down on his lie. I’m not sure what David had in mind when he said “How much more so today!” Was he referring to the made up story about his men’s mission or about what had actually happened to him, being forced to flee for his life? To us, who know the truth, David is not a very good liar, both the content of the lie and the delivery of the lie is weak. To my ear, David sounds very nervous, like he is talking far too much, almost like the modern approach at humor in which a liar gets all giddy and nervous as they try to hold their lie together. This approach to humor is found in both Western and Eastern entertainment – you find it both in Disney and in anime. So I suspect it is universally a source of humor – if so, it is because it is a human behavior that is embarrassing in all cultures. In any case, David got his bread.

Now one of Saul’s servants was there that day, detained before the Lord; he was Doeg the Edomite, Saul’s chief shepherd. – I Sam. 21:7

Why mention Doeg? Here we also see a very modern approach to telling a story. Point out a random guy, without explanation, setting things up for something that will happen later. Later, for us, is today – Doeg will come into the story again shortly.

David asked Ahimelek, “Don’t you have a spear or a sword here? I haven’t brought my sword or any other weapon, because the king’s mission was urgent.” The priest replied, “The sword of Goliath the Philistine, whom you killed in the Valley of Elah, is here; it is wrapped in a cloth behind the ephod. If you want it, take it; there is no sword here but that one.” David said, “There is none like it; give it to me.” – I Sam. 21:8-9

The lie continues. It has to – there is no rational explanation for why David would go on an official mission without his weaponry. It’s hard for me to imagine a mission so urgent that you couldn’t pick up your sword.

Ironically, the only weapon here is Goliath’s sword, taken from David’s best moment of faith-filled following of God, David’s long-ago battle with Goliath. It would seem that this could have also been used by the Holy Spirit to prick David’s conscience, to see the difference between his living by faith back then versus his working out of fear at the present time. But David presses on.

I know that God has worked this way in my life many times. As I start towards a path that is not based on faith but on fear or greed or some other sin, God uses people and events and my own mind to try to draw me back to the better road. Sometimes I have listened, and sometimes I have not.

I believe that God works in this way in all people’s lives, believers and unbelievers alike. Unbelievers are often blind and deaf to what God is doing – a result of tuning out His voice for a long time – but believers too can harden or deaden themselves to what God is trying to communicate to them.

I don’t have time today to go into depth in how to know whether a prompting is from God, from the “other guy,” or from having a pickle at lunch. But in short what I am talking about here are pricks of conscience – things we know from God’s Word that are the right things to do – but we choose to do the opposite. God will often let us go in the wrong way for quite some time, but the longer we do so, the more painful the consequences. It is so much better to repent, quite literally, to turn from the path we are on and go back on the path of righteousness, the path that is clearly lit when we cling to Him in faith, as He is our light.

I want to jump ahead in the story of David. He ended up hiding out in a cave called the cave of Adullam. Over time, members of his family and household and then others joined with him. Ultimately, there were about 400 men who were him, and David led them as their commander. I see God’s loving hand of provision here, as person after person chooses to give up their comfort and potentially even their lives so as to follow David. For me, it confirms that David’s initial choice to lie at Nob, the place of the priests, was not the right one.

David’s 400 is again a foreshadowing of the New Testament; in particular, it foreshadows the church, the body of followers of Jesus. In our relatively easy and comfortable lives it is easy to lose connection to the fact that all around the world there are believers living in caves and in much worse than caves as a result of their decision let Jesus be their commander. I am reminded of the great irony that the church is at its healthiest when it is persecuted.

The last thing we read about David until the end of this chapter is I Samuel 22:5:

But the prophet Gad said to David, “Do not stay in the stronghold. Go into the land of Judah.” So David left and went to the forest of Hereth. – I Sam. 22:5

So David, to his credit, follows the advice of this prophet. This is no small action. David’s band of “merry men” at 400 people (probably plus wives, children, and animals) would be pretty easy to spot once they left the caves. To leave the caves made following God (for David) and following David (for David’s men) far more dangerous.

I believe there is a lesson for us here. It is tempting to stay in the cave when God calls us out into the world. But God indeed calls us out of the cave. As Jesus shared in the Sermon on the Mount,

You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven. – Matt. 5:14-16

Do your student friends know you are a Christian? Your coworkers? Build your town on a hill. I struggled mightily with this when I was a new believer. Usually what holds us back is fear. Let your love for and faith in Jesus overcome your fear.

Now I Sam. 22:5 is the last we hear about David for quite a while. The account shifts back to Saul. David is now somewhat out in the open, so let’s see what happens.  

Now Saul heard that David and his men had been discovered. And Saul was seated, spear in hand, under the tamarisk tree on the hill at Gibeah, with all his officials standing at his side. He said to them, “Listen, men of Benjamin! Will the son of Jesse give all of you fields and vineyards? Will he make all of you commanders of thousands and commanders of hundreds? Is that why you have all conspired against me? No one tells me when my son makes a covenant with the son of Jesse. None of you is concerned about me or tells me that my son has incited my servant to lie in wait for me, as he does today.” – I Sam. 22:6-8

This picture of Saul, spear in hand, is very disconcerting. We remember what, again and again, Saul has done with that spear. He has thrown it at David and even at Jonathan. I suspect he has thrown it at many others as well. We learn that news of David has reached Saul, and he is very angry. He is also jealous, and he is also pretty unhinged. He continues to refuse to call David by his name, instead calling him the son of Jesse, a phrase that emphasizes David’s humble beginnings.

Saul accuses everyone of conspiring against him. He says that none of them are concerned about him. He also believes some conspiracy theory that Jonathan has incited a servant to lie in wait for Saul, presumably to kill him. There is no evidence anywhere in Scripture that there is any truth to this theory.

I suspect Saul’s men knew he was unhinged. I doubt there were many left among those who spent lots of time near Saul that were happy that he was their king. Mostly I suspect they were just terrified of him.

Note the detail that Saul’s leaders are all Benjaminites. Saul has not really tried to unify the country, to unify the tribes of Israel. His own tribe rules everything. Note that David is of the tribe of Judah. Saul is basically saying, will a person from Judah give all you Benjaminites anything remotely like what I do? This terribly inappropriate behavior is yet one more example of the weakness and failure of Saul as a leader.

But Doeg the Edomite, who was standing with Saul’s officials, said, “I saw the son of Jesse come to Ahimelek son of Ahitub at Nob. Ahimelek inquired of the Lord for him; he also gave him provisions and the sword of Goliath the Philistine.” – I Sam. 22:9-10

Here the story of Doeg returns. It is not an Israelite who shares information about David, but this Edomite who happened to be at Nob when David came there. Sharing this information leads to, for Saul, the important question of why Ahimelek did not send someone to him to report this.

Then the king sent for the priest Ahimelek son of Ahitub and all the men of his family, who were the priests at Nob, and they all came to the king. Saul said, “Listen now, son of Ahitub.” “Yes, my lord,” he answered. Saul said to him, “Why have you conspired against me, you and the son of Jesse, giving him bread and a sword and inquiring of God for him, so that he has rebelled against me and lies in wait for me, as he does today?” – I Sam. 22:11-13

We don’t know how long it took to get Ahimelek and the other priests to come, but probably not more than a day. We should be careful not to read into scripture what is not there, but I can just imagine Saul saying “Listen now, son of Ahitub,” with barely contained anger, and I can imagine Ahimelek’s answer “Yes, my lord,” given with much fear and trembling. Saul’s question is tainted with his conspiracy fears. David in fact is not lying in wait to kill Saul, but is simply trying to stay alive. And as we know from the earlier passage, Ahimelek did not knowingly conspire against Saul; David lied to him and Ahimelek assumed that what David said was true. He thought David was on an urgent mission from Saul.

Ahimelek answered the king, “Who of all your servants is as loyal as David, the king’s son-in-law, captain of your bodyguard and highly respected in your household? Was that day the first time I inquired of God for him? Of course not! Let not the king accuse your servant or any of his father’s family, for your servant knows nothing at all about this whole affair.” – I Sam. 22:14-15

Even now, presumably months later, Ahimelek knows nothing about what has transpired between David and Saul. All of this is news to him, and in his response he is sure it cannot possibly be true. He cannot believe David would lie in wait to kill Saul. As to what has happened to cause David and Saul to become estranged, he knows nothing of it.

Now the title of this message is No Turning Back, and by this title I mean Saul’s response in this and the following verses. For a Jewish listener, what happens next is absolutely unthinkable, unimaginable:

But the king said, “You will surely die, Ahimelek, you and your whole family.” Then the king ordered the guards at his side: “Turn and kill the priests of the Lord, because they too have sided with David. They knew he was fleeing, yet they did not tell me.” But the king’s officials were unwilling to raise a hand to strike the priests of the Lord. – I Sam. 22:16-17

The priestly tribe has no inheritance. They have no land. They are utterly dependent on the gifts and offerings of the other tribes to survive. They were set apart by God for a most holy service, to be the ones who offer sacrifices for the sins of the people and thereby maintain relationship between the people and God. In the time of Moses, rebellion against God’s order, against God’s establishment of who had various roles, was met with severe punishment by God. So to order the killing of God’s chosen priests was unthinkable. To do such a thing could lead to God destroying all the Israelites, certainly those who were to perpetrate such a hideous act. The priests were unarmed and untrained in war or fighting. To attack them was like attacking sheep. And to kill them all when only the main priest was in charge was a level of brutality that was shocking to its core. The others had nothing to do with any of this.

Now the king’s officials greatly feared Saul, but to their credit, it appears they feared God even more. They simply stood there, in shock, but not moving. None of them was willing to be the first one to raise up a sword against the innocent priests. Talk about a constitutional crisis!

One of the terrible ironies of this passage is that Saul got himself in so much trouble that he ultimately lost the kingship over not killing the peoples that were enemies of the Israelites, the Amalekites. Now, in contrast, he is all too willing to kill, eager to murder people who have told the truth and done nothing wrong.

The king then ordered Doeg, “You turn and strike down the priests.” So Doeg the Edomite turned and struck them down. That day he killed eighty-five men who wore the linen ephod. He also put to the sword Nob, the town of the priests, with its men and women, its children and infants, and its cattle, donkeys and sheep. – I Sam. 22:18-19

This is shocking and tragic and evil. We know next to nothing about Doeg. In Chapter 21 he is called Saul’s chief shepherd. This may mean that he was in charge of the personal flocks of Saul or it may mean he was in charge of the flocks for the priestly sacrifices. These may have been one and the same. Being an Edomite, he may have not respected the purpose of the sacrifices and seen it as a waste. Why an Edomite is with Saul at all is a question that is not answered. The most likely answer in my opinion is that Saul picked him up as a boy during one of his early conquests. As David effectively grew up in Saul’s court, it is possible that Doeg had known David for a long time and also been jealous of his exploits like Saul. But this is just conjecture.

In any case, it appears that Doeg went even beyond Saul’s command. Not only did he kill all the priests, he then went to Nob and slaughtered everyone in the town, even the babies. Even if Saul did not command this, there is no evidence he did anything to prevent it or that Doeg was punished for doing so.

Ironically, by ordering this terrible crime, Saul undoubtedly continued to cause more and more people to turn against him. His own actions were leading to the very thing he most feared.

But one son of Ahimelek son of Ahitub, named Abiathar, escaped and fled to join David. He told David that Saul had killed the priests of the Lord. Then David said to Abiathar, “That day, when Doeg the Edomite was there, I knew he would be sure to tell Saul. I am responsible for the death of your whole family. Stay with me; don’t be afraid. The man who wants to kill you is trying to kill me too. You will be safe with me.” – I Sam. 22:20-23

The story now returns to David. One son of Ahimelek escapes and somehow finds David and his band of followers. David learns of the terrible actions that have taken place and takes responsibility for what has happened. Does this mean that David feels responsible because he lied to Ahimelek, because he went to the priests at all, or because of both reasons? I would guess the latter. The important thing is that he promises to protect Abiathar. He assures him that he will protect him and keep him safe.

I am drawn back to the parallels between David and Christ. Earlier we read this from John 15:

If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also. They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me. – John 15:18-21

Jesus also protects his followers and promises to continue to protect them even after he left this world. He prays the following in John 16:

I will remain in the world no longer, but they are still in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one. While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe by that name you gave me. – John 16:11-12a

David’s protection was imperfect and temporary, but Jesus’ protection is eternal and complete. This does not mean that Jesus shields us from all evil, but that He protects our souls. Those who put their faith in Him and walk by faith will not be disappointed. There is nothing that can take them away from Him. I also think of this passage from 2 Thessalonians:

But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one. – 2 Thess. 3:3

Also, we have Jesus’ own words from John 10:

I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand. – John 10:28

Although we may experience hardship and even an unexpected death in this life, we have the far greater promise and assurance of eternal protection. But how do we get through the hard situations in this life? I think we can learn something from David, who wrote about the times and situations of today’s passage in Psalm 52. Let’s look at the entire Psalm, and then I’ll wrap up with a few conclusions.

 

Psalm 52: For the director of music. A maskil of David. When Doeg the Edomite had gone to Saul and told him: “David has gone to the house of Ahimelek.”


Why do you boast of evil, you mighty hero? Why do you boast all day long, you who are a disgrace in the eyes of God? You who practice deceit, your tongue plots destruction; it is like a sharpened razor. You love evil rather than good, falsehood rather than speaking the truth. You love every harmful word, you deceitful tongue! – Psalm 52:1-4

Surely God will bring you down to everlasting ruin: He will snatch you up and pluck you from your tent; he will uproot you from the land of the living. The righteous will see and fear; they will laugh at you, saying, “Here now is the man who did not make God his stronghold but trusted in his great wealth and grew strong by destroying others!” – Psalm 52:5-7

But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God’s unfailing love for ever and ever. For what you have done I will always praise you in the presence of your faithful people. And I will hope in your name, for your name is good. – Psalm 52:8-9

This Psalm is in a structure we see in multiple Psalms. David begins by rebuking Doeg – it is possible he is referring to Saul, but I don’t think so. Today we are often uncomfortable with portions of Scripture like this. Aren’t we supposed to forgive our enemies? Turn the other cheek?

Yes, we are. But David is not talking to Doeg in person here, he is processing his emotions. Anger is a natural and normal part of grief, and I think it is a mistake to prematurely suppress it. David does not vow to take revenge himself, but instead says that God will be the one to bring him down. I think processing such anger in response to tragedy brought about by evil people is appropriate. Later, there will be a time to appropriately pray for the persecutor that he would repent, but initially, anger is not inappropriate. Some people may be able to move through stages of grief from anger to forgiveness quickly, even in a few days. We have seen examples of this in the news after several of the gunman attacks on innocent people over the last few years.

But I think it is important to see that although David expresses his anger, he does not only stay there. In verses 8 and 9, David turns to the Lord. In great contrast to the hideous evil of Doeg, David reminds himself of the unbounded goodness of God. His love is unfailing, without end. His very name is good. In tremendous contrast to Saul, who has long ago rejected God, and whose self-directed thoughts and actions have brought him to the point of being a hideous murderer consumed by anger, instability, and fears of conspiracy, David is at peace, full of hope in God, whose very name is good.

Where are you? Where is your heart? Are you in reality working and living apart from God, or are you in reality putting your hope and trust in Him day by day, even moment by moment? Let us choose the latter, and far better, path. Let us be imitators of David and not Saul.

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